Right now I'm figuring out my life-where I'm going & what I'm doing. Its exciting and scary at the same time. I don't know where I'll be in 5 years, but as of right now I'm here & I love where I am. I love classic old movies, dresses, pearls, high heels, reading, being with the people i love, the way books smell, moments that should last forever, the sound high heels make on hard floors, babies, libraries, sweet romantic kisses, old hollywood glamour, anything vintage, song lyrics that describe my life, rain storms & dark chocolate. I'm a huge dork. But life is fun that way. I love life. Sometimes I wish I had the feistiness of Scarlett from Gone With the Wind, the fashion sense of Coco Chanel, & that I was a dead ringer for Audrey Hepburn. I've learned alot about who I am & I have learned to love who I am. So even though I'm always and forever late, daydream a little too much, talk way before I think, spend just a bit too much money, & sleep in longer than is necessary, I love who I am & I'm not afraid to be myself. I love life-the surprises & adventures it brings. I enjoy every second of every day. I may not have any clue as to where I'm going, but I absolutely love the ride!

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Tuesday, March 8, 2011

3.5 weeks.

I will be out of here in 3.5 weeks and I cannot wait. I wish it were tomorrow.

I am really frustrated right now. I won't bore anyone with details, but I'm very frustrated.

I am also really excited for my new adventure.

This summer I'm going to plant a flower garden. Not a row of marigolds, a real flower garden.

I bought $3 red sunglasses at Wal-Mart. Who'da guessed they would have cute red sunglasses at WalMart for tres dolares?

I forgot how amazing of a workout Tae Bo is. Billy Blanks...thank you.

Sometimes the best changes are the scariest. I'm scared of my new change, but its the kind of scared that keeps you motivated to keep going. Like, excited scared. Like I want this so bad kind of change.

I wish time machines were real.

My past still haunts me.

Sometimes, there are memories from years ago that hit me out of nowhere, and I ache for those memories to be real again.

I want to know what my future is going to look like in 10 years. Who I'll be, what I'll be doing, where I'll be, who'll I'll be with. Its frustrating sometimes not knowing.

Only 3.5 weeks and I can start over.

1 comment:

Jim and Diane Jaspersen said...

I will miss you! but am excited for you too!